Writing:
Stuyvesant's "Secret Strength"
by ABIGAIL DEUTSCH
It
is quiet in a sun-filled room on the tenth floor. Pens scratch on
paper and a student looks up, squints, and sighs. Poetry teacher Emily
Moore grins slightly, prepared to squirt any reluctant writer with
water from her plastic fish.
Poets persevere through the most trying times, and this term has tested
Stuyvesant's writers. In the absence of English teachers Judith Hawk
and Douglas Goetsch, who left Stuyvesant permanently after last year,
and Katherine Fletcher, who is on maternity leave, Moore teaches the
only creative writing class this term. Nonetheless, students continue
to make their mark in the writing world--though the rest of the school
may not know it.
Writing is Stuyvesant's "secret strength," said Fletcher;
while Intel finalists receive "so much attention, every year
writers win thousands of dollars in scholarships, but they get no
attention."
But English teacher Annie Thoms said that while she would like "to
see more of an appreciation of writing," it is "more on
its way than in previous years." And Moore, who came to Stuyvesant
this year, has found teaching poetry here "amazing."
"It's an incredibly smart and driven school, and it's a really
exciting school," she said. "The intellectual and creative
freedoms offered here are amazing. It's so big that you can run poetry,
three fiction classes, one American Short Stories."
Fletcher added that students are "incredibly smart, creative
thinkers."
Writing is a way to counteract the often stressful Stuyvesant experience.
"Students can go through all their classes and not be heard or
seen as a result of class size or the set curriculum," Moore
said. "In writing classes I try to see the student and really
hear what they're saying, why they have that opinion--it's not just
about the right answer. Writing nurtures something that needs to be
addressed."
Fletcher said writing helps students "find their voices"
in a school whose size can make them feel voiceless. "It's very
hard to feel you matter as an individual when you're one of 3,000,"
she said. Writing classes are "an outlet that Stuy students might
not find elsewhere, where everything they have to say does matter."
Hearing students is vital to the process of reading and grading student
poetry, according to Moore. "The first and most important thing
is that I hear what they're saying, the unusual and emotive thing,
and I write, 'I love this evocation of spring or loss,' so the student
knows I've heard them."
Senior Dina Mishra, who is co-editor in chief of the literary magazine
Caliper, agreed that writing stands apart from the rest of the Stuyvesant
experience. "Writing hasn't been tainted by the numbers game
at Stuy," she said, adding that the best thing about her writing
class was "the whole idea of muutual respect, of not being in
competition with your classmates."
Junior Katarzyna Kozanecka, who has won awards for her poetry, cited
"the stress on measuring knowledge through multiple choice tests,
the calculator-oriented way of assigning grades" as detractatory
from the creative mind.
In the creative writing classes she took as was a Stuyvesant student,
Thoms said that it was okay "to write about things that mattered
and were important to you and shaped who you were. I found myself
getting to know [my classmates] unlike in any other classes"
as she read and responded to their writing.
The greatest gift, Thoms said, was "confidence in my own creativity."
Another advantage of writing, Kozanecka said, is "the feeling
that I can effect change--I choose my words. Writing has given me
a reason to study all other subjects. As I become more of a writer
I look for more meaning in my classes. I look for concepts that I
can apply to the greater planet. Through writing I hope to improve
my country Poland, and to improve my country I need some knowledge
of all subject areas."
In the vein of integrating different subject matter, she added, "The
reason I'm taking calculus next year, besides parental pressure, is:
I hope to find poetry in math! I want it all to come together!"
Writing classes make people better all-around English students, the
teachers said. Fletcher said she strives for her students to read
as writers--to view published writers as colleagues who grapple with
the same choices novice writers do. Then, she said, "you understand
literature better, and you understand your own writing better."
Thoms said the focus on language she pursued in creative writing classes
improved her as a creative writer, an essayist, and a thinker.
Aside from classes, Caliper, the literary magazine, Writing on the
Wall, which publishes student prose and poetry under glass cases in
hallways, and Open Mics provide additional outlets. Senior Emily Claman
organizes Wednesday workshop sessions in a SoHo cafe.
Students' poems have been a pleasure--and a surprise. "The writers
at the school are so good," said Moore, who used to be a poetry
reader at the New Yorker. "Here I found very sophisticated style,
the ideas are unusual, the feelings are deep, the form is at a high
level."
Mishra said student writing was sometimes so brilliant that upon reading
it she would think, "I could have seen this in a book."
"The best thing about poetry in general is that students write
in so many different voices," Moore said, adding, "and sometimes
something works, but you don't know why it works."
Hyperbola
By Katarzyna Kozanecka
In the back row of our day's end
math class, he watched me try
to pull my hair out but it was all
gone from other frustrations.
Grinning,
he leaned over and plucked
the thorn from my side.
His Star of David knocked
against my notebook as he traced
over my feeble axes and drew the graph,
named it hyperbola and told me
that he was half a
hyperbola and I was
his other branch.
He
could not embrace me nor I him
because our arms, though wide open,
were condemned to always reach into
infinity, approaching but never crossing
the rivers of our mothers' grudges
or roads blistered with the weight of
Poles fleeing
German tanks,
only to rub their foreheads against
grisly fur of the Russian bear.
But he didn't care for
history's shackles
and dared to broach the idea of
becoming
an exception.
Dearest
hyperbola, I wrote, I won't
cross the asymptotes with you.
Rage rocked him--he knew
the distance between our vertices
would not shrink and would not grow
and his pining for me
would neither be satisfied nor distracted.
I wrote, I wanted a math tutor, not a friend,
and if you can't teach me without loving me,
then fine.
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Ilena George
Ms.
Lawson taught in a
window-less room on the
second floor.
"This is a growth curve
of your vocabulary. See-"
she points to where the line
sags,
"here is where you get married
and all you ever say is
'I love you,' and
'I'm sorry.'"
After
Van Gogh
Chalcey Wilding
In
Ashland fireflies are called lightning bugs
and this changed them from miniature Prometheans
with kind intentions to harbingers of storm and pestilence
faster than storm clouds blow in or fires catch.
In the evenings, we washed our plates
left them standing in the sink and took prisoners of
war.
While
the grownups smoked and breathed
politics and God in with their beers
we found we had no pickle jars, the ones
you punch holes in the lids of and cap quickly
with a swish in the almost-dark. Found instead
Mom's blue-glass glass and used our hands for lids
and felt the tiny feet of Zeus and co. tapping on our
palms.
By
nine there was a glass of blue light blinking on
and off like neon or the faulty bulbs at school
and I followed the lantern of it upstairs to your room,
the glow of your hand around it.
One by one you curled your fingers away
and we fell backwards on the bed
and watched stars launch themselves into the night
saw the darkness swirl and the storms roll in.
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